I'm going nuts here.

Several times I think of new stories to write and then I read through what I wrote and don't like it. Then I deleate it and kick myself for it later. Crazy huh. I should keep everything I write, someday it may turn into either a short story or a book, ya just don't know really. I seem not to be able to write anything new right now, while I am still waiting for Avalon to call me. waiting is so hard, I want to call them, but I can't that was one of the things they said was not to call unless I hadn't heard from them in that 8 months. I just want to scream, but I am learning to be patient. Some days I try to do what ever I can to take my mind off of waiting. By the time I do get the call I may be to nuts to care.