from sadness to excitement

Avalon decided not to publish my next book, but I did get offered a book signing in oct. very excited and can't wait it will be so cool. Now I just have to get the word out.

Time change

now on the publisher's webb sight it says it could be 10-12 months before I hear anything. So again I am just waiting in limbo. It makes me want to scream and cry at the same time. but what can ya do they are the ones who have the control at the moment. and I don't want to ruin my chances by contacting them. So I still wait and do my best to be patient.

escessive torture

I think that publishers were spys in a formers lives. They know better how to torture that anyone on earth. It is excruciating torture waiting to hear if they
are going to publish my book or not. I want so badly to give up but I am sticking to plan and not call before the eight months is over. It is so hard though. There is one good thing coming out of all this waiting, I am learning to be more patient. I may pull my hair out before I hear anything.